Always in my thoughts Mum , life is so different without you here , it’s coming up to the time things started to go wrong for you last year , sometimes it all still doesn’t seem real . I’m retired now that somehow doesn’t seem real either . You Nan Jan and now Marilyn no longer here , all of you are constantly here in my thoughts but just miss you all so much I hope there is a lovely place where we all go after here it’s nice to think of it like that . Love you Mum xx