Mum , I still can't believe you have gone .i seem to be in auto pilot at the moment but then it's been like that for the last 2 months when you first became ill . Mum you batttled bravely , your strength was incredible . I am so pleased I was able to spend so much time with you over the last few weeks .It was the hardest time for a of us a total sadness I wish could have been spared . Mum you have always been my rock I love and will miss you forever . I know it wasn't easy when I was born and times were very hard for you but you never complained . You worked very hard nothing was ever too much trouble , you was an excellent Mum and I am truly thankful for having you. Thank you for letting me be me I had the best childhood and teen life 😉. I know how proud you was when you became a nan , and what s nan you was 😊Stacey and Karl have been so lucky to have both you and Jan , best nans in the world and you will both live on in their memories and I know if ever they have children they will be brought up with stories of you both ❤️Thank you Mun for all the good times and all the memories we have , they will help keep us strong now . We are so close Mum , best friends ❤️ I will so miss our chats , how many times you listened to me when I was ranting on lol . Wherever your soul is now I know it is a better happier place for having you there . Your smiling happy face will light up wherever you are . I am comforted You will be with us in spirit for always .rest in peace My lovely Mum xxx