Dark days That time of year again Mum , looking back thinking how I wish things could have been different , replaying the days when you was in hospital when I was hopeful you would be able to get better but sadly wasn’t to be , I try not to dwell on it all Mum as I can’t accept it even now . You were so brave Mim snd never complained and never stopped putting us before yourself . I miss you so so much , I talk to you everyday in my mind especially when I sit down the pond somehow feel you are around in spirit , I hope so anyway , you are always In our hearts Mum & always will be . xx